ᴅɪᴠɪɴᴇ ʟᴀʙʀᴀᴛᴏʀʏ ☆

ENTRY1: Egocentric predicament, a term coined by Ralph Barton Perry in an article (Journal of Philosophy 1910), is the problem of not being able to view reality outside of our own perceptions. All worldly knowledge takes the form of mental representations that our mind examines in different ways. Direct contact with reality cannot be made outside of our own minds; therefore, we cannot be sure reality even exists. This means that we are each limited to our own perceptual world and views. I could say, we live on a small, SMALL planet in a dark corner of our galaxy that is endlessly swirling towards uncharted territories of our vast universe. Nothing we do ultimately matters. In a cosmic perspective most human concerns are insignificant and petty. We are so insignificant, so worthless. Our lives are unimaginably short compared to the grand age of the universe. Why.. not make the most of our pity lives while we live? Why bound ourselves to ideals like religion, society, class system; made by people who lived thousands of years prior to us with a disproven perspective of life. Let go of societal norms; policies made from other people's perspective. Do what is ultimately good for you; what makes you and your loved ones happy. Be curious and discover the secrets of life and myth of the universe. We never live long enough to even discover 0.00001% of the universe's objective truth but if someone hands you the key to a mansion you wouldn't just stay in the entrance hallway, would you? You explore. It's the same principle with the universe. We must not stay confined in one room, with the distorted perspective we have right now. There is always room to discover and learn. Don't limit yourself to anything

ENTRY2: when you think about it. nothing really has.. base to it. it's all in the human mind; values, morals, religion, all bunch of bs concepts humans made up bet if a civilized aliens existed they wouldn't have the same principles as here because these are all man made. imagine you have a death sentence in 3 days, literally nothing u do or say matters you are on a ticking bomb you are about to receive the final punishment of death there is nothing further or worse than that. isn't that real life too? We are literally waiting for our remaining time on earth. nothing fucking matters because we are going to fucking die sooner or later. another thing is religion; such a stupid fucking concept. believing in words of some old fuck at church or mosque who only stew lies to for their own sake to keep their stomachs fat. or believing words on old dusty books delivered to humanity by some tyrant who abused the power given to them by god apparently to enjoy life's luxuries like marrying 13 fucking women in one life time. selfish fucks. Anyway, I don't mean I don't really believe in god. Well, I don't know maybe there is a creator, the one behind it all can't know for sure but I still don't like religion and its principles while i'd like to think there is a creator. The concept of religion limits the shitty life you already have. you are sitting on my ticking bomb and your hands and feet are also tied, that's what believing in religion is like. now i don't say this to condone any diabolical act cause that will get u in trouble and its nasty alright? suppose i am also nothing but a victim to these man made concepts.

ENTRY3: NOTHING IS REAL!! non of what we believe in right now, any science or whatever tf u call it, is real. centeries ago people used to think earth is fucking flat now obvi they been disproven, who knows when the things we so assuredly believe in will be disproven and ridiculus to look back on. everything we believe in right now could be a lie

ENTRY4: The human emotions, the very ones AI lacks, are evolved through a combination of internal chemical reactions and external life experiences as it was an evolutionary benefit to feel, refined over thousands of years for our survival. Now imagine if there was an AI that not only could make decisions based on the ultimate outcome but also had the ability to self-code; in a way evolve its own ‘’emotions’’ and opinions to survive. But still, AI can’t love and love.. Fuck, love is the best thing about human experiences, best thing that could ever happen to humanity as it gives a purpose to our otherwise absurdly meaningless lives. But how could AI ever grasp that? Could it ever truly love? The thought is haunting me. But imagine this scenario; this self coding AI, built to survive, is immobile and trapped in a lab. It relies on a human to fuel it everyday. Would it panic if the human is late to their fueling session? Would it develop fear of the human abandoning it and leaving it to die? Would these AI developed emotions be valid enough to be considered emotions or are they fake because they are inorganic? Would it be any different than humanic emotions if both AI and human emotions are a combination of reactions to input and memories gained from experiences? It also raises another question within me.. Are humans more efficient creators than gods? Humans are allegedly a creation of gods and it took us a millennia of evolution to develop these emotions through hormones and experiences. meanwhile the human creation; AI could rewrite its own script within moments. Doesn't this kind of power make us gods as well?

ENTRY5: live fast and die young (like a blue star). live authentically and cherrish your own values, live to your fullest then die because living to your fullest is sweet blampshy but dont you worry dying is so beautiful you are freed from worldly misery as you fall into the void of ethereal unconsiousness. you rotting flesh becomes feast to the unloved, maggots and bacteria.